July 17, 2026

What We Don't Want to Know: About Panic, Birds and Self-reflection

A few years ago, I saw something on the highway that has stayed with me ever since. It was a small disaster, but it reminded me of a much larger one. More than anything, it brought back a pattern of human behavior we all witnessed in a pretty recent past—and the silence that followed. 

It was a cool day in October. I was driving to work when I noticed a massive flock of birds flying south at a relatively low altitude. Hundreds upon hundreds of them. I thought, There they go again, heading for warmer weather. Since I was traveling at highway speed, I caught up with them quickly. Within minutes, the flock was only a few hundred feet in front of me. For a moment, I thought of Hitchcock's The Birds. There was something eerie about seeing so many birds moving together so close to the road—a single enormous brown cloud filling the sky. Then something horrifying happened. The lead bird suddenly dove toward the pavement, slammed into the highway, and the entire flock followed. Within seconds, birds were tumbling across the asphalt, only to be run over by the cars ahead of me. Almost all of them died. It looked like a mass suicide.

Of course, that's not what actually happened. A flock moves differently than we do. Their reactions happen so quickly that there is almost no room for individual decision-making. If the birds in front suddenly dive because of a navigational mistake or turbulence from a passing truck, the rest follow within milliseconds. They aren't choosing to fly into the ground. They are simply following the movement of those closest to them. That scene has stayed with me because it carries a lesson that applies far beyond birds: Sometimes, following the leader is the worst thing you can do. 

If there's one thing life has taught me, it's that about 85 percent of people do exactly that. 

When you think about it, nature has a way of showing us uncomfortable truths about ourselves. Sometimes the mirror it holds up isn't very flattering. When governments around the world warned us about the danger of COVID-19, much of society went into panic mode. I'll never forget what I saw around me. People who normally valued reason and careful thinking suddenly seemed willing to accept almost any measure presented as necessary. The questions changed. Instead of asking "Is this true?" many people began asking "What must we do?" I found myself returning to a few simple questions. Where did COVID actually rank among deadly diseases? What was the infection fatality rate? But those questions were not always welcomed. The response I often heard was: "Even one death is one too many!" Readers dismissed my criticism as irresponsible. Doubt was interpreted as a lack of compassion. Panic became the default setting. And I've never known panic to be a reliable advisor. 

And now the silence is deafening. 

I don't need to remind you that the media played a role as well, to say the least. Instead of slowing down and examining the images they were broadcasting, many news organizations helped turn them into symbols. One image in particular stayed with me. In January 2020, an Agence France-Presse photograph from Wuhan spread around the world. It showed an elderly man wearing a face mask lying neatly on his back in the middle of a street in Wuhan, a plastic grocery bag still in his hand, while men in white hazmat suits surrounded him. It was a powerful image. And it told a story before anyone had checked the details. I don't think I'm exaggerating when I say that the photograph instantly became the symbol of an impending apocalypse. It triggered one of humanity's oldest fears. Rational thought largely disappeared, and people drew an immediate conclusion: People are simply dropping dead in the streets from this virus. The part that received far less attention was the context. AFP reported at the time that it could not determine the man's cause of death. Later reports indicated that he did not have COVID-19, and the exact cause of his death was never officially established. 

But by then, it no longer mattered. 

The image had already done its work. Fear had arrived and obedience followed. Once roughly 85 percent of the population believes the danger is as immediate and catastrophic as that single image suggests, there is no longer a critical mass willing to question lockdowns or other emergency measures. People simply comply because the authorities present themselves as the solution to the fear that those images helped cultivate. 

I often remind my students that they are at a university, and that being a university student means learning to think critically. Ironically, it quickly became clear to me in 2020 that it was often the highly educated who accepted the government's and the media's narrative with the least skepticism. You would expect education to make people more willing to question, to examine, and to challenge assumptions. Sometimes it does. But education can also create its own kind of confidence. It's the belief that because you are well informed, you are automatically thinking independently. Many highly educated people are deeply connected to the institutions around them. They work in universities, schools, governments, corporations, media organizations, and research institutions. Their careers and reputations are tied, at least partly, to the trust people place in those institutions. Questioning the system can feel uncomfortable when you are part of that system. It can feel like cutting away the branch you're sitting on.

Closely related to this is the fear of losing your place in the group. Within highly educated circles, the pressure to conform can be enormous. A person who questions official policy can quickly be labeled anti-science or accused of believing in conspiracy theories—phrases that are often repeated almost reflexively, like parrots. For many people in these circles, the fear of being rejected by their peers or appearing unintelligent is stronger than the desire to discover the truth. And of course, nobody wants to appear foolish. Especially not people who have spent years proving that they are intelligent.

Which brings me to another problem: the illusion of informational superiority. 

Many educated people assume that because they read respected newspapers, follow expert opinions, and stay informed through established sources, they are automatically better informed than others. What they often fail to recognize (or simply don't want to recognize) is that this also makes them the primary audience for carefully coordinated institutional narratives. I've met plenty of people who can quote experts all day long but rarely stop to ask their own questions. Citing an authority can feel like thinking. Sometimes it is simply a more sophisticated form of repeating that makes a person sound smart.

There's one more uncomfortable factor. For many highly educated people, science itself has become a form of secular religion. When someone with impressive credentials makes a statement, many people no longer hear a hypothesis waiting to be examined. They hear the final answer. And that creates a strange paradox. The people who possessed the greatest intellectual tools to question events often became the most enthusiastic enforcers of conformity. Meanwhile, the simple question whether the numbers actually supported this more often came from people outside those professional and academic circles. 

And now? Now it's quiet. We've moved on to social media, cat videos, and artificial intelligence. The irony is hard to ignore. Once the panic passed and normal life returned, people just seemed unwilling to look back at how they had behaved. Perhaps that is simply human nature. Looking honestly at our own actions is uncomfortable, especially when we realize that fear may have influenced our judgment more than we would like to admit. So we do what people have always done. We move on. We forget. We choose collective amnesia. The subject is quietly avoided. People jump through the hoop while it's there, then pretend the hoop never existed once it's taken away. 

When I look back on everything that happened, I realize I have more respect for the flock of birds that somehow crashed into the asphalt. They had no sense of superiority. No ego. Their leader made a fatal mistake, died along with the flock, and paid the ultimate price for that mistake. Human beings are different. Their leaders and those in positions of power remained comfortably out of harm's way, while ordinary people were turned against one another and locked inside their homes. Political scientists have long described that strategy as divide and rule. Birds, at least, have no interest in power games.

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8 comments:

  1. You touched on many truths, Blue. Carefully coordinated institutional narratives - that describes exactly what a lot of the media does. (And we know which side that is.) People can be reached in mass now in a way never seen before.
    Shame about the birds. That must've been very disturbing to watch.

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    1. Yes, we know which side, alright. I expected zero comments, but there you are, as always. Thank you for that. As for the birds, it was extremely disturbing. Will never forget it.

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  2. Jesus, Randy da Mandy, what a terrible scene on the road to witness! I would not be able to sleep till the rest of my life.

    The society is totally under the control of dark powers that rule behind the curtains, even COVID was probably invented by them for political reasons.
    Yesterday I asked AI why have the pages on Deadline site been jumbled for a year now, when you try to read pages one by one, the chronology often gets jumbled and you get yesterday's posts instead of the new ones, and AI told me, no, it is not a glitch in your computer they do it purposefully so that you would stay on the site longer and possibly see the ads. See, they even control us that way, also the ALLOW THE ADS window not having CLOSE THIS WINDOW button in nine out of ten cases, AI says it is also done purposefully. They control us even in that way, aggressively trying to subjugate us.

    Glad to see you are alive and kicking, how is life?

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    1. It's a haunting image. You follow a leader to survive, to go place, but it can get you killed. Something tells me we came very close, Dezzmeister, not that many years ago. I have no doubt COVID was made in a lab. China's a huge country but there was an infected bat not far from the one lab. Do the math. As for AI, I don't trust it. I will never forget I asked my students the following question many years ago: "How many of you are afraid of AI?" No one was except for one guy, an older guy among 20-year-olds. I said, "Why are you afraid of it?" He said, "Because I helped develop it." When someone who makes AI for a living tells you he is scared, my inner voice tells me I should listen and remember.

      Glad to see you are alive and kicking, too, Dezz. Oh I'm doing fine, thanks for asking - hating my job and all but being married to a wonderful woman, someone who can actually kick my butt whenever I slack and need to man up. Haha. Just my luck. I don't blog so much because my health has been letting me down and I ended up in hospital once again. Anyway, such is life. Little you can do about that, but it reminds an old dude to appreciate life a bit more. How's life in your neck of the woods?

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  3. I am on a blogger 'break,' but I saw your post pop up in my feed and I had to come read it. You are SPOT ON with everything you said, Blue. And we are still being thrown into a tizzy by the media. Must I say it? Diarrhea. Good grief, you would think people are dying left and right on their toilets. And for shame that it took 'authorities' weeks to figure out the source and instead were fear mongering us into not buying any produce whatsoever. Any rational thinking individual would realize that people in numerous states were getting sick from one source, not many. And also, that cyclospora has always been around, so it's not something new.

    I'm over it, Blue. I just told my husband last night that I never would have thought a decade ago that I would no longer believe anything I read, but that's what it's come to. Hope you are well and all is good in your world. XO

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    1. I sure appreciate you taking the time to read my post, Bijoux. Thank you for that. I was expecting zero reader, to tell you the truth. Too long and too serious. But here you are. I can relate to you being on a blogger break. Been on one myself for a while now. Too tired, too ill, too lazy as a result.

      Of course it took the Powers That Be weeks to figure this out. They're not the fastest bunch, they are not. Have they ever been? Fear mongering all over again. They will be right eventually, but by then I won't be paying attention anymore. Never cry wolf, idiots. But fear bread compliance, and compliance means power. Who said that... Oh this guy, when no one wanted to hear it: https://thatbluegrumpster.blogspot.com/p/the-bluest-gallery-youve-ever-seen.html

      Anyway, I'm doing fine, thanks for asking. Not in the greatest health but what's new. I'm still around and loving it. You take good care now, okay? Thanks for stopping by.

      Blue

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  4. That is a sad story about the birds, Blue. They usually maintain a safe distance and speed so things like this don't happen.

    Today, news isn't news its all opinionated news on both sides of the spectrum. We need to be critical thinkers to determine what truth may or may not be. We need qualified people to guide us. Today, we have too many unqualified people telling us what to do. How can a politician tell us what we should or should not eat?

    I watch the local news to see what is happening around me and maybe a quick world news update after that I turn it off.

    Good to see you post my friend. I miss the days when blogger was fun and we co-wrote our thoughts. I will always treasure those days. Thank you for that you lifted me out of the darkness.

    Light, health and peace!

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    1. That's exactly it. "Today, we have too many unqualified people telling us what to do." Aint that the truth.

      I miss those days too, True. Now, tell me: How are you?

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